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[29 Apr 2008|09:45am] |
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hello?
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[10 Aug 2007|07:43pm] |
I can't believe Bo is dead. If you know me you know he was very close to my heart; this past week has been miserable.
RIP
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[11 Jul 2007|12:19pm] |
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I'm delirious with sleep deprivation. Cody needs to get here so I can take my nap. Nicolette is listening to Immortal Technique-Dance with the Devil and it makes me sick to my stomach and fills my eyes with tears and I don't wanna listen to it anymore WAH.
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[05 Jul 2007|11:13pm] |
First paycheck at midnight. Wallet went missing, including SS card, license, SFSU ID, work ID, and credit card. Overdrafted 100 dollars before I paid rent so stress hit me like a motherfucker these past few days. Time to deal with it and get back on track. And leave behind what's been behind me for a year. I've really got to learn how to let go of things and people who are so obviously not worth it. No better time to learn than now. It stings a little still, but hey, life's not always awesome, riiiiight.
You know, I've been on both ends of the spectrum; where I don't get mad I get bummed and also where I don't get bummed I get pissed. I don't like either.
I think I need anti-anxiety pills. I'm fucking better than half the shit I do and deal with.
K bye. I have to get busy building this dresser Target finally delivered me.
Life's good, life's always good.
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[04 Jul 2007|12:27am] |
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july 3, 2007. worst day of my life. and it's like the rest of the world hasn't been notified yet so they just keep making it worse. every ten minutes, after i've cheered up just a little, something new happens that sends me spiraling back down. i'm at rock bottom right now, i've lost two people today and i think i just heard gunshots outside my window.
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[26 Jun 2007|11:50pm] |
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i love my job
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[17 Jun 2007|10:46pm] |
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there's only one reason i ever cry anymore
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[17 Jun 2007|12:03pm] |
Anon: "Who suffers most from axiety?"
Bion: "He who is ambitious of the greatest prosperity."
"It iz an actewal fackt that most ov us work harder, tew seem happy, than we should have to, to be happy." -Josh Billings
"He wears a mask, and his face grows to fit it." -George Orwell
"What you are you do not see, what you see is your shadow." -Rabindranath Tagore
"Soft words are hard arguments." -Thomas Fuller
"If God really existed, it would be necessary to abolish him." -Mikhail Bakunin
"Outside man there is nothing." -George Orwell
"Things are beautiful if you love them." -Jean Anquilh
"Bigot: someone who hates different people than I do." -Jerry Tucker
"Our body is a machine for living." -Napolean
"He who has imagination without learning has wings and no feet." -Joseph Joubert
"Genius...is the child of imagination." -Sir Joshua Reynolds
"A life which does not go into action is a failure." -Arnold J. Toynbee
"We have all heard the story of the animal standing in doubt between two stacks of hay and starving to death." -Abraham Lincoln
"Sanity was statistical; it was merely a question of learning to think as they thought." -George Orwell
"The most wonderful inspirations die with their subject, if he has no hand to paint them to the senses." -Ralph Waldo Emerson
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[09 Jun 2007|11:55pm] |
let's talk about what an amazing day i had.
Went with Leif to BFD, wandered and danced by myself for awhile, met up with Megan. Sat in grassy knoll where fat drunk man proceeded to tip and fall directly on top of me, missionary style. Saw the lovemakers, silversun pickups, shiny toy guns, sum 41 (?), cold war kids, the faint and a few more. Met up with a friend who gave us tenth row tickets (unbelievable..) and then had the best fucking time ever watching interpol, queens of the stone age, social distortion, keiser chiefs, and a few others. Got extremely sunburnt. My ears feel like cotton are stuffed inside them, and I just got this message from the friend who gave me the better tickets:
Subject: You left!
Body: I went to get you and your friend to come backstage. But You already bounced. Hope you had fun!
FUCK. i had so much fun..but FUCK. backstage. FUCK.
next time.
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[30 May 2007|01:41pm] |
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it's easier for everyone to write in these whilst really super bummed out, huh?
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[24 May 2007|06:16pm] |
i'm going to miss her SO much. my first year of college was ridiculous in good and bad ways, BRING ON THE SUMMER!
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[17 May 2007|03:00pm] |
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farzan's here, i'm poor ridiculously poor, and i have a final in two hours. that's it.
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[16 May 2007|07:49am] |
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i started a real journal, i like it so much better than this..
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[12 May 2007|09:33pm] |
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i haven't felt this sad in awhile. and i can't pinpoint it. my life has never ever been this way, it's left me rather shell-shocked, deer-in-headlights, stagnant, stuck.
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[12 May 2007|06:34pm] |
so after a year...i'm 10 credits short of being half way done with college?
neener neener.
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[07 May 2007|08:26am] |
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i think...allison and i...are about to die.
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[06 May 2007|01:01pm] |
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scarred is the worst show ever created.
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[04 May 2007|04:53pm] |
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i had an interview at juicy today, cross those fingers because this is the only job i've actually made an effort to get. 65% discounts too, beautiful.
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[30 Apr 2007|09:50am] |
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i just realized $2100 a month is a lot of money for a small two bedroom apartment. it's chill madeline, think about the ocean views. someone tell me, what is the price of a small two bedroom in thousand oaks or surrounding area?
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[30 Apr 2007|12:22am] |
oh and most importantly i cannot wait to move to north hollywood (2009). i just decided that i cannot sway from my life's goal of just drawing all the time. i must continue my plans. although it would be quite interesting to just throw my life into a before now completely unexplored area of expertise/life of which i am extremely unsure. WHY AM I JUST NOW CONSIDERING TWISTING MY LIFE AROUND. whatever, i'm not anymore. maybe i'll just get three or four different degrees.
blehh
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